Blue da ba dee...

MJ was loved by millions of fans and people, but the tragedy is... he wasn't loved back by the woman he loved most. His sense of sadness and loneliness is often difficult to detect amidst the upbeat rhythm of his songs.

Sigh, C'est la vie vraiment.

Was watching "Wishing Stairs" for the third time and it never fails to intrigue me. Supposedly a horror flick, but really, there's more to it than meets the eye.

It touches on the theme of friendship and jealousy; seriously, jealousy can be such a scary emotion and scorn from women, even scarier.

The story talks about two good friends who had the passion for ballet, but one was a born talent with better background (mum forced her to pick up ballet at a very young age) whilst the other had to work hard for it. Naturally, in every society, meritocracy counts and it doesn't matter how hard you worked for it; well it does, but it has to show in your results. Needless to say, friend-who-worked-very-hard-but-not-as-talented turned her back on her friend during a competition and started hating her. Honestly, I don't know how to justify that hatred because, she did not really harm anyone in the process and there's no real good reason to be jealous since she is really talented, right?

But whatever it is, the point I am driving at is really, just be contented with what you have. Oh yeah I shouldn't really use the word "contented" maybe "grateful" would have been better. There is always a need to challenge and improve ourselves, but competition, hatred, jealousy etc. etc. shouldn't be the driving force to improve because it's really unhealthy. The only person that you should be challenging is really yourself.

Make life easier and less complicated!

I will get to finally see him after 4 months! HOORAY!

Seeing this makes me feel... old... and emotional.

I was 12 and I bought the first English CD that I ever bought (the rest were all Andy Lau CDs and most of them were gifts from friends anyway). You guessed it, it was the first album from Spice Girls. And guess what, Victoria Beckham was my favourite Spice.

Now they have all become Mamas; I am at the age of becoming one soon. How odd to have time fly like that.

Here goes.

If the guy can stand up again, you can too. We would always need constant reminder from people of such great inner strength that we have so much to achieve and not waste our lives away with meaningless thoughts and actions.

It's only the second week and I am feeling so God damn tired.

Shit.

But since the start of NIE two of my classmates (independent events) have commented on my resemblance with her.

Prior to that, two others from my Asiaworks course has also said the same thing.

I DON'T SEE THE RESEMBLANCE AT ALL AND NEITHER DO THE ONES WHO GAVE ME LIFE (i.e. my parents la...)

Forced myself to wake up because I really have to start on my assignments which are due next Tuesday. How stupid can the school get it's like why must they put all the deadlines on the bloody same day? I don't understand. And it's not one or two, it's three assignments due on the same day? Ridiculous!

Had high fever the day before and yesterday and now feeling darn weak too coz I hardly ate anything. Actually puked all my medicine out last night too. I hate puking.

Think the germs have been spreading around in school and when everyone's stressed out with work, everyone falls sick and everyone's immune system goes down.

But I have to say that I can't help but feel like I've grown older and weaker and I have to do something about it. No kidding I feel like I can't do a lot of things anymore even though I am like what, 25? It's horrid, so I have to find a way to 補 my body.

Back to work.

Have not been blogging for ages so here I am now penning my happenings.

So, two assignments down today, one more quiz tomorrow and I declare myself a happy girl (at least for the week la okay...) So what's been happening in my life and what's to expect for the next few months? Here goes (not in chronological order because I have an extremely feathered brain):

( The list... )

All right, so that's it for now while I go back to my books. I am actually quite looking forward to June so that I can take a short break somewhere near like say HK?

Oh and KM, ever since you presented me with that Europe Camping trip, I have been dreaming until today. Haha. Let's materialise it okay and rough it out! I like such adventures and it usually brings out the best and the worst in people.

Ciao!

I'm still kicking and alive hor... don't miss me hehehehehehehe.

So February's strolled past and March's arrived.

Well done, dates just seem to go on and on and on while our lives appear to move along at a hastier pace.

I dread the month of March not for any special reason but for the fact that it is becoming more hectic as days go by. Additional modules beginning at school while old ones require more attention with the projects. My friend and I counted the number of assignments that are soon to be due during one of our toilet trips and it came up to a whooping figure '8'. If only I had that figure on my own body but no, it has to haunt me like that.

That said, I still have tuition going on which will be more frequent as one of the kids will be taking PSLE soon. Just hope to help him as best as I can and whatever the result is, I only have to know that both of us have tried our best. I honestly see him trying and I am extremely pleased with that.

And finally, Miss-itchy-backside has decided to pile herself up with more extra work by doing transcribing for her friend! Wow! How stupid can she get but money's never enough.

So I'll go with the mantra to "breathe" and soon, March will whizz past quickly too.

All right, I have finally gotten past the last book of the Twilight Saga thanks to Kangmin who has kindly loaned them to me.

So New Moon the movie is up and coming soon. I guess I'll still watch it for the following reasons:

(1) Jacob Black has grown up and he has grown freaking hot too. I can't believe that he has grown so much over the year from this scrawny teenager (with horrid hair) to a damn hot dude with 8 packs. Yes, you heard me right, he has bulging biceps and freaking 8 packs on his abs.

(2) Surprise surprise, I'll be there to watch Jasper Hale hehe. He's actually one of my favourite characters on-screen coz I think he's really the cutest out of the Twilight Boys. Sorry Edward fans, but I really like Jasper!

(3) Just for continuity's sake I guess. Since I watched the first one, might as well continue right?

I think this is a really random post so pardon me. Haha.

This is something I came across on the net. Does your luck depend on fate or birth date? Or is it affected by personal factors? Or both? Here goes:

( Lucky lucky... )

So does this fit you, happy-go-lucky person?

CNY is my favourite festival of the year and I can't believe it is already the seventh day!

*Sulks*

Sorry for this narcissist post ah but I feel damn proud because I managed to run straight on for an hour after a one-month hiatus.

Quite a feat for me considering that I only require two days to get all my hard work down the drain (i.e. decrease in power and stamina etc.)...

Well looks like it's quite possible for me to finish another marathon this May. =)

Hasn't anyone told you that self-praise is International disgrace?

I received a very lovely (belated) Christmas Card from a friend.

This friend started off as a hi-bye friend and in recent months, we blossomed into friends who can talk about anything under the sky.

It is a simple gesture, a simple gift that emits nothing but warmth and genuine sincerity. It definitely beats having any extravagant gift void of such earnestness.

Thank you friend!